Deficient     05-12-2003 at 02:00 AM

People tell me that they are happy
Or that they are sad
I smile or I cry 
At the appropriate moments

I don't know why I feel
Doesn't seem to help me much
Sometimes happy sometimes sad
Just reflections of things around me

I do the things I see
Don't really know, doesn't matter though
Someone said they're mad at me
Was it something I said?

See things from outside myself
Acting as I'm expected
Problem is, how is that?
Communication error in my head

Say things I'm supposed to say
Make them happy, smile
And they will go away
Happens more and more each day

What happens now?
Is it only me?
Is this disease
Affecting everyone I see